I'm Starting To...

I’m Starting To…

Confirmed in my spirit through the Comforter
I coached myself into opening up
Not feeling a need to see anyone
Fellowship with Holy Spirit, was always enough
Having been burned in the world before
Hesitation was my initial reaction
Working to disregard past situations
Not letting them hinder or become distractions

So I look into your eyes and sigh…
I’m starting to…

Maybe I’m not, besides I haven’t known you long
Maybe I’m infatuated with the anointing
The fact that you’re a Man of God who’s strong
I’ve never felt like this before
So how do I know it’s real?
Yes I think of how I can please you
Before pleasing myself
Is that how I’m supposed to feel?

So I look into your eyes and sigh
I’m starting to…

Why does it feel right to tell you the deep things?
The skeletons that I’ve locked away
Hidden from my own conscious
Yet I’ve told you with no hesitations, I feel okay
What is this anyway?
Not sure of what I’m feeling, or even what to say
Sometimes, well a lot I daydream of you
Of a future together and the things I would do

So I look into your eyes and sigh
I’m starting to…

I want to be the one you come to first
You’ve gained a best friend who listens
Issues on the job, dealings with people
Anything about ministry, anything worth mentioning
Walking in patience and compassion at all times
Seeking guidance from Holy Spirit
Realizing I can see life with you
A best friend at all times, to help you live it

As I look into your eyes and sigh
I know I’m starting to love you…

Divyne
12/29/05